when eating cookies all day long makes you feel better....
Not a lot sleep (or blogging) going on at our house and it's starting to take a toll on my husband and I's sanity. To be honest, I feel more out of my mind now than I did when first came with Max. People kept saying to me, "oh babies change"... yeah no shit. Every morning I feel like I'm running on fumes, it's really hard making it through the day.
And lately, I've been missing my mom. I wish I could call her up and ask her for advice. She's raised 5 kids and I'm sure who've had many sleepless nights. I'd just like to hear her voice again and for her to tell me that I'm doing alright. And then I think about Maximilien not getting a chance to know his grandmother. It's so unfair. I still can't get my mind around it. I don't think I ever will.
I've been trying to figure out how my mom made her chocolate chip cookies. I know it's a variation of the Toll House cookie recipe. I think I've come pretty close. They taste good and familiar and very, very comforting.
I don't have much time to sit down and collect my thoughts for a real blog entry but I have been distracting myself late at night with Twitter. Feel free to check out what Max and his Mama have been up to the last couple weeks.